“There’s a method to their madness. There’s really not much method to yours, because you’re operating from a place of ignorance. Until you change that, you’re going to be bumbling around bumping into each other, saying and doing the wrong things, not understanding the nature of your enemy. If you don’t understand the nature of your enemy and the weapons they use, you cannot fight that enemy. You can’t fight the battle. You shouldn’t even be on the battlefield! It’s why you are losing the war, and don’t tell me you’re not, because I am in a place of great knowledge about who’s winning and who’s losing this war, and I can assure you, you’re losing the war. It doesn’t mean it can’t be turned around, but it will never be turned around until you learn what you need to know. You don’t even recognize half the weapons they use against you. Some of them seem so insignificant that you don’t even try.” ~ William Cooper, Lansing MI lecture, 1996


Why Am I Here?

“Fortunately, some are born with spiritual immune systems that sooner or later give rejection to the illusory worldview grafted upon them from birth through social conditioning. They begin sensing that something is amiss, and start looking for answers. Inner knowledge and anomalous outer experiences show them a side of reality others are oblivious to, and so begins their journey of awakening. Each step of the journey is made by following the heart instead of following the crowd and by choosing knowledge over the veils of ignorance.” ~ Henri Bergson

“There are very few human beings who receive the truth, complete and staggering, by instant illumination. Most of them acquire it fragment by fragment, on a small scale, by successive developments, cellularly, like a laborious mosaic. ” ~ Anaïs Nin

On November 22nd, 1963 when I was four years old, a traumatic event took place that will forever remain compartmentalized in a part of my brain, as it is in most Americans from that era. John F. Kennedy was murdered. Two days later, as they escorted Oswald out of the back of the court house and into the parking garage to be summarily executed by Jack Ruby on live television, I was sitting there, watching. The look on Oswald’s face. I knew he was innocent of killing JFK.

In 1968, Richard M. Nixon was running for president. I remember telling my fellow fourth grade classmates in the schoolyard during recess that Nixon was “no good.” To this day, I have no earthly idea where that has come from since Nixon, from my perspective back then, appeared out of nowhere. My main interest was the new White Album by The Beatles. Maybe I was listening to Revolution #9 too much.

Sometime during the mid 1970’s, my father and I were driving cross-country to visit relatives. In the middle of nowhere (the midwest) and totally out of context in the dead silence, I blurted, “Someday, there is going to be a roadblock going from state to state.” The word, “checkpoint,” was not in my vocabulary back then. It is now. My father didn’t say anything.

Just after the PTSD of 9/11 set in, I created a web site called bloodwash.com in an attempt to psychologically cope with what I knew to be an inside job. It consisted of pairing news items that questioned the official story, and those with egregious lies, with my comments. In other words, a blog. The word “blog” wasn’t in my vocabulary back then, either (I just said “cool” a lot). The term, “weblog,” was first coined in 1997 and shortened to “blog” around 1999, so for me, it was pure serendipity. I created a photo collage combining bloody images of Middle Eastern war “scenes” (atrocities), oil rigs, and George W. Bush, and used it in the header. After several months, I realized that no one, outside of myself and the domain host, knew it existed. So I began promoting it in several political Usenet newsgroups and was immediately accused of being an Islamist. At the time, I didn’t know what “Islamist” meant, and so had no way of intelligently refuting that claim, I got angry at the accusers and went back to being oblivious. A mistake I will not repeat.

Back in 1963, “alternative news” didn’t exist. You had TV and newsprint. Although The Village Voice has existed since 1955, I wasn’t exposed to it until the 80’s. And it wasn’t until later in the 60’s that newspapers like The East Village Other and View From the Bottom came into being.

Let’s say that Henri Bergson was right; some people are born with “spiritual immune systems.” I am not interested in self aggrandizement, but I believe that I am one of those born with such a system. The ancient Greeks said, “know thyself.”

The maxim, or aphorism, “know thyself” has had a variety of meanings attributed to it in literature. The Suda, a 10th-century encyclopedia of Greek knowledge, says: “the proverb is applied to those whose boasts exceed what they are,” and that “know thyself” is a warning to pay no attention to the opinion of the multitude. ~ Wikipedia

I have had a spiritual awakening. But it didn’t happen all at once. Just like the quote from Anaïs Nin above, it was acquired “fragment by fragment, on a small scale, by successive developments, cellularly, like a laborious mosaic. But from this point on, and for the first time in my life, I have a purpose in life. The veil has been removed from my eyes. I no longer feel that life is something to be endured. Rather, it is something to be cherished and protected. I know why I’m here, and there is nothing that anyone can say or do to turn me away from the course of action I came here for.

In 2011, my eyes really started to open as all kinds of tiny synchronistic occurrences became part of my daily routine. Little things were happening quite magically, and that is all it took for me to realize that I was on the right path. Social media sites exposed me to a world of like-minded people. And from them came link after link, article after article, and book after book of material. I did a lot of research and came up with what I consider to be The Truth. This is the bottom line.

I know the problems we face today are brought about by a relatively small group who would like to cull 95% of the masses and have all of what the earth has to offer for themselves. By “cull,” I mean that they want to kill us off. There is no point in pulling punches or sugar coating it at this late stage of the game. But they are delusional. The very fact that they are so infatuated with themselves and their utopian “Great Plan” shows that they shouldn’t be allowed to run a lemonade stand, much less a planet. They are also treacherously and insidiously evil. They have no qualms about killing one, a hundred, a thousand, or millions (and have done so). They feed off others misery. They have absolutely no remorse for the havoc they wreak because they are sociopaths. So who are “they,” exactly?

The enemy is the New World Order (NWO) and their high-ranking members are the Illuminati. They are intent on a one-world government where they control of every aspect of our lives while we slave away for their benefits. They have methodically and incrementally infiltrated the highest levels of Governments, agencies (that control our food, water, air and land), Main Stream Media (MSM), pharmaceutical companies, healthcare, the military and police, and the Vatican. This has been going on for centuries. So, if you think Obama is the problem, you’d better wake up. Yes, he is definitely part of the problem. He is playing his part just like Ford, Reagan, Carter, the Clintons, and the Bushwacker’s played theirs (some, George H.W. Bush for example, more than others). But they all act as if they are in charge when they really are not. Ronald Reagan was a professional actor. What better example of a public relations coup d’état can you get? But the hired hands like Obama, Hillary Clinton, John Kerry, Chuck Hagel, Eric Holder for examples are all just minions.

So who is really in control? I’ll tell you generally now, and more specifically in later posts. They meet in secret, use powerful computers to crunch numbers, and sit back as their diabolical plots are unleashed upon an unwitting public. They are the filthiest of the filthy rich; The Rockefellers and Rothschilds (you know, multi-generational multi-trillionaires), powerful bank(st)ers, business owners, kings, queens, princes and princesses, dukes and duchess’s, diplomats, politicians, heads of state, scientists, logisticians, and theorists of the world; the so called elite. They have infiltrated key, high-power positions, not just in the US, but globally. They are members of governments, corporations, the UN, the CFR, the Trilateral Commission, the Bilderberg Group, the Freemasons, The Jesuit Brotherhood, the Vatican, and The Royal Family. They are amorphous and many of them belong to several of these groups simultaneously. They are virtually unknown to most people because they do not want you to know they exist. And, they control the MSM to “keep you in the dark.” Just look at any list of the richest people in the world. You won’t find them listed there.

I now know that almost everything I was told by my parents, teachers, the church and state, health professionals, and the MSM, from the day I was born right up to the present, has been a lie. I don’t hold my parents in contempt anymore because they were doing the best they could. But the others, I have much contempt for because they completely and utterly failed to give me what they were supposed to give me. What they said they were giving me. The Truth. Is any of it my fault? Yes, a lot of it is. Do I hold myself totally responsible? No, not anymore. The guilt and shame that comes with being subjected to a lifetime of trauma-based mind control (of the “soft” variety) has been lifted away and I stand in The Light (of God; not Luciferianism), ready to do the work I was sent here to do. However insignificant it may be.